● Haiz @ Saturday, August 13, 2011 ●
Mcm malas aje die nk berbual dgn kite. Ok so it confirmed tat he buke wit black and Nora... Funny... Black can bring his gf but he cannot bring me... Haizzz... :(
IM HAPPY!!
● Haiz @ Friday, August 12, 2011 ●
Nari his off day. Die gi solat jumaat followed by shooting wit his fends. Then buke kat town dgn his kawan. Kadang2 aku pelik, die sanggup buke pause wit his frend and gf Dari aku. His kwn gi town to meet his gf and buke same2. Die pun ikut... Tk ajak aku... And if I bring up this subject die ckp aku
Tk bersyujur... I don mind go all the way there and meet him.. Haiz...
Aku perempuan. Setidak2 pun of cuz im jeles. Mesti la bile aku tgk colleague aku, their hubby and tunang fetc em back from work, my tiny hear longed for him to surprised me at D40 or paling tidak fetch la aku balik.. Is it too much to ask for.. His first off day he went jamming. Semalam and nari keluar dgn kwn... Then aku? I'm the last on his list.
Dugaan dgn dugaan... Alam pertunangan penuh dgn dugaan. :(
IM HAPPY!!
● 3rd dat @ Wednesday, August 10, 2011 ●
Today is the 3rd day aku tetap bedegil tknk mengaku salah. Hati sakit sgt2.... Kepale aku batu ade duduk.....
Rindu tetap rindu la... Cume.... I keep on telling myself y must i miss him, y must i care for him if he don care about me.... Sobx sobx...
Aku sakit pun die tk peduli... :(
IM HAPPY!!
● Gaduh lagi @ Monday, August 08, 2011 ●
Baru ckp da lame tk gaduh.... Nari gaduh lagi... Lelaki hi hypocrite betul la. My post out is for public... Sape2 boleh terasa.
He still hav the cheek to say he never compare me to his friends gf/wife... That's lying...
Of cuz I still remember he compare me to nurul. Ckp nurul can understand yanny love for music. Y can't I be more understanding. He puji Nora.. He puji lily. The worst part is bile die compare aku dpn dorang. I admit I feel very small...
Arghhhhhh....
IM HAPPY!!
● Cry @ Monday, April 04, 2011 ●
It's sad when he ask "can we cry together"... I know he's strong but that coming from him is too shocking for me. I hope he'll be fine. I miss him but I know with this situation we have go be thrifty. Hearing his voice is enuff for me... I pray tat this will be temporary...
IM HAPPY!!
● Sony to iphone @ ●
At this point of time how I wish I'm using my Sony phone. I can listen to our conversation during happy times... Do u know that I miss u so much?
IM HAPPY!!
● Call call call pleaseeee... Crossing my finger @ ●
It would be nice if I receive a surprise call frm you. Will keep my phone nxt to me in case u call....
IM HAPPY!!
● I have to be strong! I have to! @ ●
I tried my best but nothing change... I know he's having problem at work. I'm having problem too... But I never vent my anger or frustration at him. The nxt few weeks won't be easy... I have to be strong. I know I can do this... Yes! I can!
IM HAPPY!!
● ??? @ ●
Why do I love to read those smses he gave me and make myself sad? The smses is different from the times he send me during our happy moments. I feels something missing... Something is not right somewhere... :(
IM HAPPY!!
● When can i have it all back? @ ●
I miss going on dates wit u. I miss chatting with you. I miss laughing wit u... I miss all that..,
IM HAPPY!!
● Silly gal @ Sunday, April 03, 2011 ●
I cannot help it but to read again and again those hurtful SMSes he gave me then cried myself to sleep. Call me silly but tat's what make me special. How I wish all this is just a nightmare. :(
IM HAPPY!!
● The promise i make to myself @ Saturday, April 02, 2011 ●
I dunno that by waking him up for solat jumaat rupenya selama ini die tk suke. I dunno that telling him to stop drinking rupenya dire tk suke. My intention is good but nk buat macam mane. Selame ini dia sabar. Mungkin nw dier sudah tk boleh sabar lagi.
After today I promise myself not to wake him up for solat jumaat(eventhough I knw I dosa), not to stop him drinking(eventhought I hate to see him drink).
Dugaan one after another. Kenape sekarang? Kenape?
He's sick and tired of my peragai. Buruk sgt ker perangai aku? Teruk sgt ker?
Kate2 nye selalu pedas. Mungkin aku selalu take him for granted.
IM HAPPY!!
● April 1st @ Friday, April 01, 2011 ●
Sejak kebelakangan ini, kite kerap gaduh. Adakan ini dugaan di alam pertunangan? Jika ia, ya Allah kuatkan la hatiku untuk menempuh dugaan2 ini...
IM HAPPY!!
● Am i a stranger to u? @ Sunday, February 13, 2011 ●
Y do u treat me like a stranger? Y?
IM HAPPY!!
● ??? @ ●
Kite tau awak tk ok.... Kite tau there's something wrong wit u.. Do u know that I miss you?? I miss you badly...
IM HAPPY!!
● Nervous @ Friday, February 11, 2011 ●
I'm under his blk now. Dunno hw his reaction gona b... I'm scared.. I will be strong. I'll try my best to refrain from crying... I'm not a cry baby... I'll do anything to save my relationship! I know I can do this...
Bismillah....
IM HAPPY!!
